Writing books and changing lives

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Sun, 26 Apr 2009 23:08:03 GMT

"I've been driving with the rear view mirror.
Who guessed it would be no clearer?
It got me lost, and now I'm late.
The clock's dead on, no one to blame but me."

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Fri, 24 Apr 2009 19:09:59 GMT

i must have woken up on the wrong side of the bed. happy arbor day everyone.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Fri, 24 Apr 2009 09:17:00 GMT

just when i think i'm done being sick. pow, right in the kisser. the past couple days have been pretty sweet. started hanging out with brian who i havent seen in quite a while. danced my buns off, had a pasta party, watched some crappy movies. hopefully this weekend is equally as fun.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Wed, 22 Apr 2009 03:18:58 GMT

Dear music, thanks for always being there for me. sure you've let me down a couple of times. but you always seem to brighten my day. i love you!

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Tue, 21 Apr 2009 08:38:43 GMT

just sitting here halfway conscious, tired but not quite sleepy. i guess thats kinda what cough syrup does though. thinking about everything, but nothing in particular. shining some positive light on things. it'd be nice to talk to someone on these quiet late nights, but im growing fond of the silence. i guess i'm just an idiot haha. another useless rant... good night.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Mon, 20 Apr 2009 02:15:52 GMT

soo i'm sick. yet again. this happens far to often. i need to get healthy, start eating better or something. I'd like to start jogging in the wee hours of the morning, but i'm pretty sure i'd look like a dick face running around by myself hacking up a lung and sucking on my inhaler. other than that i've just been trying to keep myself busy. the job hunt continues. my sobriety is going well, boring but well. I thought i'd be sleeping alot less than i have. although something or another wakes me up at like 7 o'clock every morning. other than that, things are alright.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Fri, 20 Mar 2009 09:34:05 GMT

bleh.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Wed, 29 Oct 2008 01:49:38 GMT

nothing like coming home, only to remember that i hate life.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Tue, 20 May 2008 08:20:36 GMT

well i suppose now is as good a time as any to update. theres nothing like a good late night sesh by yourself on a cool breezy evening. don't get me wrong, id prefer it jess be there, but i digress.

im just sittin here... listening to the zune on shuffle... the end of the century party-hope me blind... hot rod circuit-the power of vitamins. i wish i had something to drink, a vanilla slush perhaps.

so something thats been pissing me off lately. the god damn sun, and its hot ass rays. planetary air conditioning is all i'm asking for. maybe we could even just block it out, i think mr. burns might have been on to something.

jess? i think she hates me, but to bad! i'm gonna love her weather she likes it or not muaha.

mat, i will straight murk you irl.

so that about does it.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Fri, 09 May 2008 06:19:38 GMT

i just dont think theres any way around it. girls (one in particular) confuse/frustrate the hell out of me haha.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Tue, 06 May 2008 21:27:12 GMT

wow, i haven't used this thing in ages. but anyways, where to start, where to start...

well over all I'd say everything is pretty much okay. don't really have much to complain, rant and or rave about. but i have no doubt been feeling a little weird lately. and its not something i can quite put my finger on yet. something just feels different. maybe my eyes were closed to what was already there or what have you. but its odd either way. or maaybe, i'm just crazy and everything is as it should be.

and hows the old lady? shes fantastic, amazing even. i couldn't really imagine my life without her. or hers without me haha. not to stifle any naysayers, but were pretty much as awesome as it gets.

but for reals, i'm freakin hungry.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Sun, 16 Sep 2007 08:54:43 GMT

so...im pretty sure im the luckiest guy in the world.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Fri, 03 Aug 2007 06:54:34 GMT

today fucking sucked.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Wed, 20 Jun 2007 04:39:20 GMT

well, things are going swimmingly. i had a pretty excellent weekend. got to finally go spend some time with the old lady for the first time in what seemed to be ages. and she was looking as gorgeous as ever. hung out with that nigga mat whom i also havent seen in a long time. and now, im just sitting here all drugged up and fighting this coma my body wants to be in. i took a nap today, which is very weird. thatd be cool if it became like an on going sorta thing, but i sure it wont. i cant even think of anymore crap to write, so im going to finish watching in living color and whatever else, and probably hit the hay.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Thu, 07 Jun 2007 02:48:20 GMT

last night i slept from 7 pm, til 9 am. amazing.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Wed, 16 May 2007 04:40:02 GMT

goodness gracious, life is great. i dont even have anything to complain about.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Wed, 02 May 2007 00:25:33 GMT

today has been good in a really weird way. speaking of weird, thats how i feel.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Thu, 26 Apr 2007 02:42:39 GMT

these past few days (saturday-today) have been awesome to say the least. life is being enjoyed to the fullest.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Tue, 10 Apr 2007 08:35:43 GMT

man o man. spring break lives on. what a weekend-ish thing its been.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Sun, 01 Apr 2007 22:08:19 GMT

party

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Mon, 19 Mar 2007 03:58:33 GMT

i'd like to think im a pretty lucky guy.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Mon, 12 Mar 2007 09:48:26 GMT

apparently i fucked up.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Wed, 21 Feb 2007 02:42:13 GMT

neds declassified rules. somethings cooking and it smells delish. apparently my lj posts have been lacking the jess factor. this post is dedicated to her for the most part. so how about that jessica. shes neat peeps eh? i cant wait for that trip to the indoor were gonna take, i really need to get another laugh now cry later shirt with jokers smoking pot while in the 69 position. i wonder if hickies are easy to cover up... i just stopped midway writing to see if i could make a fart sound with my arm, and i can. winking at people is really weird. itd be pretty siq if we went to disneyland, shrooms or not itll be an adventure im sure. imagine if my name were like...todd. thatd be weird. i suppose im done. ill say jessica one more time just for good measure. lawl.
<3

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Tue, 20 Feb 2007 06:06:27 GMT

what an extended period of time its been. hung out wif that nigga M-A-T after many moons, needless to say it ruled. hung out with some people i hadnt seen in a while. hung out with jess jess, which also ruled. the apple piece was hilarious, last time i saw one of those sasuage was in it. soo i just got done watching heroes and am wearing a silly shirt my mom got me from mamoth that says "no guts no glory". nice gesture, but im pretty sure even she knew it was gay. thats it i guess.

ooohryansmith@yahoo.com — Thu, 15 Feb 2007 03:50:03 GMT

valentines sure is gay. livejournal is very dead. ya'll mo fuggas need to update more. this weekend should be cool, and if its not. ill just fight someone.